Sunday, December 12, 2010

Why?

Why?
Why can’t you look at me?
Why are you trying to hide your eyes from me?
Don’t waste your time,
I know the truth,
I know that there is another.
I just don’t understand why?
Aren’t I the one that you fell in love with?
Am I no longer good enough?
I used to make to laugh.
I was the one that you turn too why you needed support,
But now,
Now I am just a nuisance in your life.
Why?
How did I turn you away?
How did I lose your love?
I have busted myself to give you everything you have ever needed.
I have sacrificed myself to ensure that you never went without,
And I have given up everything to ensure that we had time for just us.
Why are you trying to break my heart?
What has he got that I haven’t?
Don’t cry.
Please don’t waste your tears.
I know that they are not for me.
Just tell me,
When did you stop loving me?
When did you decide that,
No matter what I had done for you,
That I wasn’t good enough to be in your life?
I cannot understand this.
I still love you
With all of my heart
And my soul.
The thought of you walking out that door to another
Makes my body ache.
I think I am going to be sick.
Please don’t go.
Stay, we can work things out
I can change.
I can be more.
I can give more.
I,
I cannot live without you.
Why are you doing this?
What have I done?
Why are you leaving me?
Why?

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